In 2020, while most people were in quarantine, carefully watching the news, or in the shock of lockdown, I was boarding a plane to Costa Rica to meet a guy from London who’d been romancing me the entire year. He had been sending me gifts, spending time with me on Zoom dates, and chatting with … Continue reading Tantra: a Love Story that Keeps Expanding
Tag: embodiment
Why Waking Down Feels Better than Waking Up
I am really burnt out on patriarchal spirituality (transcendentalism) and much more desiring to come home into my body this year. Grounding, stabilizing, and loving where I’m at. I notice the more I focus on these themes the more a playful side of me comes out. Because she feels safe! For a long time I … Continue reading Why Waking Down Feels Better than Waking Up
Embodying the Devil Archetype- How do you ‘Lean Into’ the Devil?
The Devil, in the tarot, is not external “evil.’ It’s YOUR OWN internal things that you’re horrified by, you have an aversion to, or that fill you with self-disgust. Your own behaviors that you suppress. The Devil asks us to stop separating from these, and instead allow ourselves to air them out. What are … Continue reading Embodying the Devil Archetype- How do you ‘Lean Into’ the Devil?
Crying as Emotional Maturity
When I was a kid I would get sad and have crying episodes in a way that was thought to be ‘abnormal.’ It got so scary my mom didn’t know what to do, and counseling wasn’t as affordable or readily accepted in the early 80s. So I sucked it up and carried on like a … Continue reading Crying as Emotional Maturity